I want more time

Several times already I had a nice moment with someone, shared a nice dinner, had sex, or a nice tender moment, to not long after realize that person is now out of my life. In some cases the person was out of my life forever, while in others that may be for a while, but not knowing is just as bad as knowing for sure.

From time to time I promise myself to treat people as if that is the last time I will see them. Because sometimes that is the reality.